Water Your Worth

In meditation while still in bed I received a beautiful awareness or download of understanding. My baby was laying on my womb as he tends to either lay there or on my heart and there is this deep resonance of what home is meant to be while he lays on these places of me.

Most of the time when I receive these kind of source guided life downloads, they come in the form of images and the images have a way of just allowing words or the definitions to flow. This one in particular was multi layered and faceted as it pertained to the greater view of life, God’s creation and my own life personally.

The Adam and Eve wound and the roles of male and female has been a constant study of mine with God and while I do not want to spend too much time on the fraction of this image on that aspect I do want to make it known that one of the greatest wounds is love and how much God wants us to come to Him for His knowledge, help and love more than anything.

So, this image was of a seed being buried into the earth. The earth then presented itself as the womb of a woman. The seed grew and broke through the surface of the earth with strong roots in the earth, these roots then showed to be a weaving through the entire body of the woman and the seedling a baby. As the imagery continued the tree grew, the child grew, the mom and earth continued to hold the roots, give nourishment and comfort in the soil of the womb and her existence. The feelings and descriptions of this image download is how nature is nature, whether through the life cycle of natural plant nature or the natural nature of man, God has created an incredibly amazing cycle of life and creation. The mother is incredibly important and she was given this responsibility out of love so that she might know a portion of what God feels for all of us (His children) – (there is more to this but again I just want to focus on the motherland aspect for this post).

One thing that has consistently come to my awareness in prayer is how important it is that I raise my child with my love, comfort and allowance of his developments knowing his life is greater than mine. I am only able to do what is right for my child if I am healthy, able to give him the space of all he is and growing into while also having the ability to be all I am and become all God made me to be. It has not been easy as I have always wanted a partnership and I love my ex more than anyone will ever understand, and it is the most loving thing to be on this current path with just the child and I.

Hopefully all of this translates well enough as sometimes I feel really good about typing things out and others I feel it just comes across odd or misunderstood…

The mother-land is where a child’s roots will always be. A mom and child have a bond that goes into the core of existence, the cells. A child will always feel most at home with their mom. Before, anyone tries to tell me about the mom’s that are no good I still hold ground. I am estranged with my mom, but, I always sought out refuge with her. I learned through the interactions that I needed to branch off and seek home in the true home with our Father but, I learned that from her not off of my wanting and deep longing of her love.

The cycle of life is one of the most beautiful series I have been able to study in my observations, readings and living. If you feel it, please take a moment to just give some appreciation, respect and love to God for the mind blowing creation of life. Then give your mom a hug and if you are a male partner and have a child love on your female partner and let her know how awesome it is that she has such a valuable role in life. Lastly, just sit in meditation and think of with imagery the way a tree becomes, think of the seed and all that it goes through while in the soil, think of the way the earth births the seeds trunk and how each branch is formed and then it goes into dropping its own seeds into earth and life continues… feed this natural way of life with you appreciation, energy and respect, nature needs our support just as much as we need nature in our existence.

Thank you for your reading and participation.