Water Your Worth

If you have been following along you have read me talk about my book and the importance of the role as a mother (often). This post could (again) ruffle some feathers but I feel that if we do not talk about things and make changes when we are aware then the cycles of damage won’t change.

As I write my book it is a full on opening up of all that I have been and becoming and through it I get to see how much I have healed and also how to do better. I recently had a talk with Jesus and the Holy Spirit asking for assistance through the spirit realm as I slept because too often things would come through from my past that are really uncomfortable to sleep through, I usually wake myself up and call on Yeshua to change things which is wonderful to know and be able to work with but what about just blocking these from being in my dreams at all. This is what happened when I prayed and asked for assistance with these things:

The Holy Spirit brought me a few memories while sleeping from when I was a child. I was shown the movies I was allowed to watch and the music I was allowed to listen to and even dance with. It was terrifying to see just how deep the root was with what I am pulling out of my being. I bring this up to parents because I don’t know how many are of just how dangerous wrong influences can be for our developing children. I was allowed to watch Pretty Woman and Dirty Dancing at a young age and listened to fun but really provocative and perverse lyrics with inappropriate dance moves. I learned at a very early age that “sexy” gets attention and then as the attention and touching I received at an early age was not wanted it brought even more confusing feelings until I finally gave in to the lies of the enemy and this world and became the very thing that I was programmed with. It has taken a lot to face these things, heal and change and I would rather not allow my child or any child to need to heal from things that I could have had better awareness about and I especially don’t want to pass my “stuff” to my child.

“Start children off on the way they should go, and even when they are old they will not turn from it.” (Proverbs 22:6)

Our children literally observe and pick up on everything. If we are aware of the very real fact that as infants, of any kind, it is quite easier to “toss back and forth by the waves, blown here and there by every wind of teaching…” then we have an even greater responsibility to not only represent the way to be but also to insure that we filter out what would take them off of the path of “life and life to the fullest”.

Now, again, I want to emphasize that I know that this is not an easy feat as everything is so very oversaturated with perverseness in everything – I mean do we really need “sexy” for a hamburger or soda? This is even more of a reason as to why our roles as parents are so vast and important in more ways than just simply keeping them alive. It is our duty to make sure they thrive, knowing who they came from and whose they are.

Are you able to stand with me on making sure our children know their worth and turn away from the perverse?