After writing out my last post, I had a thought that came to my mind and heart which I know the truth but still felt like putting it out there to play with.
What if… satan was hugged instead of being told to go away? What if he and his insecurities were acknowledged as what they are, being the root of all of his reactions to create disturbance in other’s lives? What if someone had a big enough heart to sit with this monster that this angel has become and help him take off the scales that he has put on with each soul that he stole? What if he was given grace and a way to be saved from the vicious cycle of his destructive life? What if…
I think this could be a cute little fiction book and actually if you think about it, it already has been done quite a lot with all the demon romance novels. I know from my own personal experience that it seeems like a good idea – I thought I was strong enough, I thought I had enough love for both of us, I thought I had enough light to bring him out of his darkness… but… I wasn’t and couldn’t. I had to leave, I had to let go, I had to heal from the pain that was inflicted while I bled my heart out and I have to continually give all of it over to God.
Based on my personal experience and the ways I have read and witnessed God’s unmeasurable love; I am certain that there must have been some attempts to turn the enemy’s heart to putty, to repent and see God’s glory as it is and come back in line… but… the damage was done, he was in The Father’s good graces until he wanted to be served instead of be of service. It is written that, “It is impossible for those who have once been enlightened, who have tasted the heavenly gift, who have shared in the Holy Spirit, who have tasted the goodness of the Word of God and the powers of the coming age and who have fallen away, to be brought back to repentance.” and “But land that produces thorns and thistles is worthless and is in danger of being cursed. In the end it will be burned.” (Hebrews 6:4-6,8)
It is a sweet gesture and idea to think about, but…
Water Your Worth 
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